The 8th Of June 2006

Wake up, first thing to check online, seeing her nick and intro, checking on her blog, checking on MENANDLADIES.org for her .... well i did see her online and then logging off the next thing for her.

I wonder wat she is doing, where she be going today, with family ? and after that ?

All the while, i keep holding on to the belief between her and me, i belive that she mean what she say and still so i m waiting for her.

Staring at her picture in my room, missing her ... loving her.
Looking for things to dirvert my thinking but i can't, in this little hut of us, there is so much thing between her and me ... after that i stare infront of the pc for hours, juz smoking and smoking ...

Then i went downstairs to buy Cigg, then i bought all the little things, tibits which she love to eat in a nice little box ....and then stare at the box should i give it to her and how ....

Time really pass slow, and still i m wondering abt her all day long, till around 1plus am, i sms her saying I miss her, do take care.