Deep into my heart breeding ...

If i never see, i will never say that ... if i never see the past of wat u have done and etc .. i will not keep repeating and say ... all i m doing now is to do my part coz i still love u ...
but do u ever think in a fairer way for both ... ever give me a fair chance to be .. a fair time frame and etc ...
u tink i dun wana let u go and have yur happy way, people say to love at times is to let go ...seeing her happy .. but do u really knew how i feel ... do u really spare a thought for me ...

>From:
>To:
>Subject: RE:
>Date: Mon, 10 Jul 2006 02:10:20 +0800
>
>Not everything have to be said and told. See it with your eyes. You
>want to say settle things as a grown up, then what are you doing?
>Sending emails to me almost everyday, telling me this and that. Move
>on please.
>
>
>>From:
>>To:
>>Subject: RE:
>>Date: Sun, 09 Jul 2006 18:08:12 +0000
>>
>>
>>If u really understand, u will knew wat to do, y can't u juz be
>>honest to me or u can't pass yurself.
>>Its not that nothing can be done anymore, even as a friend,
>>settling things like an adult see a better way.
>>If i were to keep repeating, have u really understand wat i saying
>>? not that i juz wana u back ...
>>
>>>From:
>>>To:
>>>Subject: RE:
>>>Date: Mon, 10 Jul 2006 02:04:56 +0800
>>>
>>>So what if I understands everything? Then what you want me to do?
>>>There's nothing we can do anymore. Please stop send me the emails.
>>>I really don't understand why you keep repeating and repeating the
>>>same old thing again and again.
>>>
>>>Seriously, you're getting on my nerves.
>>>
>>>
>>>>From:
>>>>To:
>>>>Subject: RE: Date: Sun, 09 Jul 2006 18:02:37 +0000
>>>>
>>>>Y muz u be so stubborn ..all i ask is juz for yur understanding
>>>>.. i been pointing out facts to let u understand ...
>>>>What have i do to deserve all this, if u were to have a better
>>>>approach and let me understand, maybe i can let this go more easy
>>>>....
>>>>I never ever wana felt to say who is wrong but to understand.
>>>>I Never cherish u ? i never change ?
>>>>I never ask for anyone to side by me or speak up for me .. but to
>>>>make u aware and understand .. and u muz be so hard hearted to
>>>>say all this to me ... wat i muz really do to make u understand
>>>>.. i never say all this point to make u come back to me but to
>>>>let u see, have a better understanding ..
>>>>
>>>>well if u were to hate me .. i got nthing to say, u may say i m
>>>>stupid, i m foolish ... coz i love u.
>>>>
>>>>If u were to have a clamer mind, clear mind, settling things in a
>>>>better manner, toking over it, it might be better or well maybe i
>>>>can take it better, wat u r doing, wats the different from
>>>>escaping and not facing it but getting irritated ...even as a
>>>>friend, u can even do yur part to make me feel better or well
>>>>talking over it like an adult .. yes u may say i m stubborn in
>>>>watever this and that, all i wan is wana have u back ...
>>>>
>>>>but well Jean, u never see the whole picture of y m i like that
>>>>........ and y r u like that ...how did a couple get together and
>>>>to be 4ever ... u may say u dun love me anymore but i still love
>>>>u ..
>>>>4ward to a better stop, as a frd y dun u juz say u juz not ready
>>>>for anyting and not commitment enough ... and for yur character
>>>>wise .. y can't juz tink in a fairer way, to take up some time
>>>>for u to tink is it so hard ... u r droving me to a dead end, not
>>>>me forcing my way in, not all guy, maybe to me, can take things
>>>>that easy, some people really do treasure certain things alot ..
>>>>at some times, giving some way, making things in a nicer way may
>>>>see a better ending, be it good or bad.
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>From:
>>>>>To:
>>>>>Date: Mon, 10 Jul 2006 01:30:55 +0800
>>>>>
>>>>>James,
>>>>>
>>>>>There's something I've always wanted to tell you. Please please
>>>>>stop send me emails. It's realy getting more and more
>>>>>irritating. There's no more love anymore. And I'm moving forward
>>>>>to a better stop.
>>>>>
>>>>>Thanks.
>>>>>
>>>>>Jean
>>>>>

Start from bottom mention all the way to my last reply to her, why things just cannot be sort out, why muz it sound so hard on me .. maybe i m really a pest but all i wan for now is to understand and spare a thoughts for it .. can't it sound nicer or well maybe me shd find a better approach to end my misery .. :(