MOnday Blues ...

Well was back office, clearing stuff, then idle .. well boring, nthing to do, thinking of her, sending her an e-card.

It's not easy saying this to her i guess. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But well she dun even knew it, if i have a choice, i rather me alone be unhappy, I want her to know... I wish her strength, when times are hard. I wish with all my heart you find just what you're lookin' for. I wish her joy. I wish her peace, and that every star you see within your reach,I wish you still loved me.

The thought of her is constantly occupying my mind, but when I turn around looking, she was never found. I love her and that’s a thing I can’t deny, I think of her and a tear drops in my eye.

Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest, when have it, we tend to overlook and maybe take things for granted but we never realise that the love is there and causees it to happen and was never given time to make amendment.

If only forgetting her was as easy as loving her.
I have these pictures and I keep these photographs, to remind me of a time; these pictures and these photographs let me know I'm doing fine, I used to make her happy, once upon a time. I don't talk to you too much these days, I just thank that pictures don't fade. I spent time with an angel just passing through, now all that's left is these pictures of you.

They say that if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don't come back, lol Zzzz
Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is even harder when it is taken away.

Heh well all the sudden thinking birthday is coming, and well if i can have a choice of present, it be her.

In watever aspect i guess i tend to know the pro and cons and knew wat i want, so well till now all advise fail on me, heh and last i get is wishes and all the best to wat i wana do :) ... cutting it short, off to smoke.