There will always be no ending ........

Hmm well at home everyday, singing out the blues.
Every night seems to be so slow, i would juz look at her picture, feeling the pain, dropping in tears, it don't seems to be over.
I juz cannot get her out of my mind, i really miss her alot, wondering how is she.
All is my mind is her .............Zzzz
Well what else i do, nthing much i guess, laze around, don't even have the mood to go online, just playing my PS2 .... living for the seek of passing each day, missing her.
Heh i m juz too emotion, watching the SCV drama yesterday, well abt a love story out of the passion for cakes. Well as usual ending, they r together again but well it make me drop tears, juz too touching and sweet, i wonder will i have the same, guess not.
At the moment, not bothering abt anything, not doing anything, juz wasting the time off, ye i know, useless, hopeless for me.
Things to expect in life is different for everyone and all i ask is juz to love, to dote but it juz never happen to me, and what have i do to deserve all this .. maybe i have not try hard enough.
In life, what sometimes appears to be the end is really a new beginning i guess, learning, experince is never ending, i hope so and i wana a ending of what i want.
She may not love me anymore or even wonder abt me, but i still love her and all i can do is to wish for her, praying for her.
haiz ........