Weekend over . ..

Heh now is like living my life just to miss her.
I might not be the poorest and patheic but i guess i m right now whereby come to LOVE.

Well Friday and Sat, i was drunk i guess ...
On friday it was nice seeing my friends again, but i know its just being miserable.
When can i truely laugh and be happy from my heart again ........
Hmm going from KTV to another KTV and then my colleage still wana pull me to MOMO but guess i m tired .. went home, look at her picture, thinking of the past and at this time if she is around, what will we be doing ... haiz i juz can't help missing her and thinking of her.

Every time wake up ... having a blank screen but hearding the echo of her ..gd imagination i have.
If not will just stare at the door, hoping that she will turn up.
But well i knew all this is not possible ... wondering how and what is she doing.

Heh past few days i being looking around the internet to find for some volunteer work to do, well maybe i belive in returning to the society or well to occupy myself to do some meaning full thingy.
But well just not too sure where to start up.

Heh on Sunday i was like dazzing aaway, not ansing any phone call or well maybe just wana be slient for alone.
Well feeling a deep sharp pain in my heart, i can't help crying, missing the days with her.

At the same time i be wondering is she doing fine but i guess maybe she is or well she already stated to start everything afresh, even changing some communication tools and lifestyle thingy or well just wana get me out of everywhere ...

The path to happiness is really not easy, to be satisfy is a blessing to be. Well still alive and kicking...