Unhappy .. haiz

Y is it like my own problem, i feel so vex, well worry for her too.
I really really find myself damm stupid, m i ?
Expect me to be understanding, but does she know understand how i feel.
Hearing this hearing that, i dun really care i guess, coz i knew i love her no matter wat lie beyond it i guess.
Out of 10 people, 10 all say i stupid ... i wana complain, take my thoughts off and etc but at the end of the day i already have the ans in my heart.
Be it for i m helping her for she might maybe use it for the wrong cause or some other reason which is not worth for me at all, and still i choose to take the path.
She sound like i m owning her, it really break my heart for she dun seems to understand anyting at all, why ? M i really so native, being taking for granted of my weakness ?
There is so many why but at the end of the day, i choose to be stupid.
I take all trouble, well forseeking my face to ask and well i guess she will not even understand anyting at all and how many tings i have done juz for her.
Kill me if there is really someone willing to help ....... haiz